every two weeks, i get really sad. everything’s fine and then for some reason i plummet. recently i’ve just chosen to let go – let my body do its thing until it passes.
but i wanna take time to thank God for books because when i know my thoughts get dark, it’s nice to have other words – and worlds – fill them.
the loneliness doesn’t feel so bad when i’m reading. the itch and panic of nothingness goes away and i don’t quite understand it but i hope it continues to be an everlasting fool-proof antidote for calming me down.
that’s it. that’s all.
have a good sunday.